| gigi2006 ( @ 2007-07-20 02:11:00 |
| Current mood: | Hating self |
| Current music: | Midnight Radio |
Sisters
She doesn't talk to me much these days but after the memorial service yesterday I thought well, she's my sister, I want to be like sisters. I told her, "Just wanted to say hi and see how you are" and she said "fine. everything's good." Then I tried to kind of explain that Marvin had passed away and everyone goes to funerals but I want to be with people when they're alive. She kind of chuckled sort of... said, "Well that's how I live my life already. There's a reason we don't talk much. I don't know what it is. But there's a reason." I said, "I know you had a long day and I just called to say hi, not to stress you out." We said goodbye. And then after I hung up I cried. Still.